Sometimes it makes me wonder... how life can change!!! few days ago i was crying and cribbing all over the place because of my NiFt result... i thot life has reached the nadir and dere's nothin to grab... it seemed as if i am d biggest moron on this earth.... I Used to keep a very Pathetic view about myself as a person.. I Began feeling like i'm a burden on this earth and my parents..
whenEver i used to see beggars on streets or Vendors selling scraps i imagined myself in their place and used to think "Well Dude!! this is wat ur gonna do in the coming time!!" .. It seemed as if all doors have been shut down and i'm sulking in a dark cave... I used to hate the company of people ...i became an introvert..I stopped watching soccer and browsing orkut... I hated to attend my friend's calls...
But now.. My hotel management result came .. I got 65th rank all over india among 5 lakh students that gave the exam,.... I'm gonna study in one of the most coveted college of hotel management in asia...Life seems has taken a 360 degree turn... I love myself now.. every quirk of mine seems so unique and lovely...i admire myself in front of the mirror... I enjoy the rain drops screaching my face and the cool breeze giving me a spa.....Life has got all its colours back
It now has a different meaning...OMG i'm so excited about the college... it will be Freaking fun out there...
I think now whatever happens ....happens for a reason..Maybe the almighty wanted me to do Hm ..maybe this field has loads in store for me.... maybe this is d platform for my talent.... but 1 thing's for sure i'll never let the "Creative Rupi" inside me die... i will carry on sketching and designing...they are inseperable parts of my life...i cant even imagine my life without colours now.. i love their company...I am very happy for my friends now..every1 is setteled now.. now each one has to paddle his own cannoe....
But i'm really ooking forward 2 hotel managmnt... it'll be hell of a fun to interact with myraid forms of people coming form various arts and cultures ... it'll be kind of a symbiosis...
Last night Portugal were knocked out of euro....i felt bad..Albiet i was supporting spain but i had a soft corner for portugal some where...now spain have an uphill task against italy on sunday (fingers crossed).... and whats up with this prick ronaldo man!! he's so indecisive cant even decide b/w united and madrid?? strange i think he's another gold digger like becks..its better if he leaves old trafford now...he's lost his group of fans anywayzz...
i saw united's 2008-09 away kit today..its awesome man white shirt and sky blue shorts... loved it,, now i want to get my hands on in asap..
Hey i'm going to visit ihm mumbai tomorrow along with my friend mihir.. i promise it'll be one hell of a spectacle!!.... anything else i forgot to tell??? hmmmmmmmmmmm........ i saw the promo of Akshay's singh is King today...it was awesome man..katrina was looking Au Hot... looking forward to this movie... hey Rabbi is coming 2moro to goregaon hub... i need to go there guys... i love his songs..
ok its 5 15 am now.. i need 2 sleep... byeee guyss
Friday, June 20, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Silly Me
I Did a mistake today...i'm so dumb... i fought with mom and dad ..i told them that i want to stay for an extra day in delhi coz i want to meet my friends....mom said no even dad said so but i didnt listen.. i ignored the advices of mom and dad for my friends..the same parents who have supported me for 17 years..the same parents who have felt the pain when i was grieved..and what did i give in return?
i aksed my friends whether they'll be able to meet me or not? and guess what i got as a reply
One said that he/she can meet me for some time whereas the other one still cant decide whether she/he will turn up or not...
i am so dumb man!! see i fought with my parents for my friends and what i got in return!! huh... i never expected this rothem... perhaps if they would have come at my place.. i wld hav had gone mad..i wld hav had accompanied them to all possible places but you see this is the disadvantage of being good to others... one should never expect much from anyone in this world.. this friends and all stuff is all farce ..eventually your family members will stand by you..no one else will do so.. every one will search their comfort levels and then act..
now tomorrow morning i'm going to say sorry to mom and dad for showing dissent and i'll cancel my reservation and make that a day earlier!!!
i aksed my friends whether they'll be able to meet me or not? and guess what i got as a reply
One said that he/she can meet me for some time whereas the other one still cant decide whether she/he will turn up or not...
i am so dumb man!! see i fought with my parents for my friends and what i got in return!! huh... i never expected this rothem... perhaps if they would have come at my place.. i wld hav had gone mad..i wld hav had accompanied them to all possible places but you see this is the disadvantage of being good to others... one should never expect much from anyone in this world.. this friends and all stuff is all farce ..eventually your family members will stand by you..no one else will do so.. every one will search their comfort levels and then act..
now tomorrow morning i'm going to say sorry to mom and dad for showing dissent and i'll cancel my reservation and make that a day earlier!!!
Enigma
"Life"...what is life?? For some people life is all about earning money...For some its all about chasing their dreams...Some think life's all about Giving and Sharing.......More the people, more their views on life!!But the eternal goal of everone's life is Satisfaction... but still we arent satisfied with what all we have ... we always want more money,love,care...and a myraid things.. but the question still remains "why arent We Satisfied?"well this really makes me confused....
"how can i become Satisfied??"... i have so much to thank god for caring parents,lovely siblings, Awesome friends, A sound health & wealth.....and a plethora of vanity stuff... but still I Expect God to give more... and whenever i dont get something i curse god for depriving me of it ...but i forget i have so much to thank for.... here also the BottomLine Seems Satisfaction....
Here I am lying in my room on the bed and typing all this stuff on my laptop.... i know i can afford the luxury of sleeping late and getting up late coz i dont have any work to do
but what about all those people who sleep on footpaths?? who dont even knw whether they'll see the rising sun or not?These people know that they have to get up early and then search for a job which could pay them on daily basis... they dont know whats going to happen tomoro!!
But still they are happy and i'm not....... Still they thank god for what they have and I Crib for small small things.. Why does this happen?? I've tried to make myself understand a lot of times but still things arent working!!
When I gave my Nift Exam i used to pray 24/7 to God to help me get through... I Used to visit Temple on a daily basis.. but when the result came and i didnt get through I Cursed and Abused the Same God..Infact god didnt even had a hand in all that which did happen... it was my own faults or watever u say That Hindered me from getting through..... I think i failed the test of God or should i say I proved that i am amongst those million people who go to god only in times of crisis... if i dont care for god so why should he care for me?? why should he help me in life whwn i go to him only at times i'm in trouble!! Have i ever said and thanked god for all that he has given me?? NO....Infact i complain more than i thank for....even when i got 65th rank in IHM the 1st thing i did was not THNKING GOD.... :(
To be continued............
"how can i become Satisfied??"... i have so much to thank god for caring parents,lovely siblings, Awesome friends, A sound health & wealth.....and a plethora of vanity stuff... but still I Expect God to give more... and whenever i dont get something i curse god for depriving me of it ...but i forget i have so much to thank for.... here also the BottomLine Seems Satisfaction....
Here I am lying in my room on the bed and typing all this stuff on my laptop.... i know i can afford the luxury of sleeping late and getting up late coz i dont have any work to do
but what about all those people who sleep on footpaths?? who dont even knw whether they'll see the rising sun or not?These people know that they have to get up early and then search for a job which could pay them on daily basis... they dont know whats going to happen tomoro!!
But still they are happy and i'm not....... Still they thank god for what they have and I Crib for small small things.. Why does this happen?? I've tried to make myself understand a lot of times but still things arent working!!
When I gave my Nift Exam i used to pray 24/7 to God to help me get through... I Used to visit Temple on a daily basis.. but when the result came and i didnt get through I Cursed and Abused the Same God..Infact god didnt even had a hand in all that which did happen... it was my own faults or watever u say That Hindered me from getting through..... I think i failed the test of God or should i say I proved that i am amongst those million people who go to god only in times of crisis... if i dont care for god so why should he care for me?? why should he help me in life whwn i go to him only at times i'm in trouble!! Have i ever said and thanked god for all that he has given me?? NO....Infact i complain more than i thank for....even when i got 65th rank in IHM the 1st thing i did was not THNKING GOD.... :(
To be continued............
Friday, June 13, 2008
Melancholy
It was 21st may i think (shit man i always mess up these dates..Pity me).. i was at a Resturant with My parents.. i was having an Ice-cream (butter scotch yummmmmm) at that point of time.. suddenly the phone rang.... "Bulaa Ki Jaanaa Main kaun"...it was shuchi... "Hello" i said!
Ok lets make it a real Telephonic Converstaion..its fun that way...
Me-"Hello!"
Shuchi-"Hi Rupi!"
Me-"Hi yaar"
Shuchi--"Kahan hai tu abhi?"
Me-"Kuch nai..jst at a restuarnt with my parents"
Shuchi-"Fir toh tera Result baad Mein hi pata chalega"
Me-"What Result kiska? Nift ka Result aa gaya?"
Shuchi-Haan Abhi aaya hai
Me-"Tu online hai abhi...can u please check my result??"
Shuchi--"haan Bol"
Me--" Roll no. 442910170....Form no. 550616...jaldi bata"
Shuchi(after some time)---"yaar hang ho raha hai computer .."
Me- "yaar fir se check kar...Jaldi bata meri phat rahi hai"
Shuchi--"fir hang ho gaya yaar"
Me--"yaar agar nai hua hai..toh bata de ki nai hua tera"
Shuchi --- No Response (keyboard sound in d background)
Me--"Tera kyaa hua??"
Shuchi---"337 (shu dont kill me if d rank is wrong) aai hai"
Me--"yaar mazaak toh nai kar rai hai naa?? agar nai hua toh bata de nai hua"
Shuchi--rank is very low:( : ( : (
Me--Shit
shuchi--Sorry yaar
Me--Fir se dekh kahin galti toh nai hui
Shuchi--Sorry yaar likh ke aa raha hai rank is low aur tera naam"
Me--Pakka tu mazaak toh nai kar rahi??
Shuchi--Sorry yaar.sahi bol rahi hoon
Me--ok byee
Shuchi---byee Sorry yaar
Hey i went insane at that time.. iwas at a public place ..tears trickled down my eyes.. i didnt want to cry there... i thot shuchi might be playing a prank on me as she usually does.. how is it possible that i'm not even selected??... my dad offered me Cold Drink I said with a heavy heart "NO"..
I said mom dad u continue...i'm not feeling well.. i want to relax in the car..the ice cream i was eating seemed like made up of iron it was so hard 2 digest it..i was completely shattered..
I sat in the car but didnt cry,,, i saw a hydrogen balloon man inflating balloons.. i kept on watchinf and staring at him from my window...seeing the colours of the balloons a tear trickled my eye and reached my lips.... then came mom and dad...i wiped it off and occupied the window seat.. i was crying all through the way back home... i dont remember wat mom and dad wr talking at dat time...i was lost in myself...tears came running down... mom said --"u crying??" i said--"no mom i reckon sm insect entered my eye"....the car stopped in front of a temple mom said --"u want to come with me to the temple"....i was cursing god like hell i said NO..i didnt even look at the temple..i was jst so loathed with god... we were dere for 10 minutes and gosh i didn even look at d temple even once,....we reached home.. i went quickly to my room and chkd the result... i was hoping a miracle.. out came the result in red low rank...i switchd off the pc from the main power switch and went to sleep.. mom dad knew smthing was wrong bt i said i'm not feeling well.. i lay flat on my bed and i was like.. tearing my clothes and pulling my hair.. i cried like hell in front of god..i hit my head against the wall and banged the floor.. i threw my shoes here and there... i sulked under the quilt and cried the whole night..i imagined all the dreams dat i once dreamt of wont be comnig true..the nift campus i loved will not witness my presence any more.. i didnt sleep the whole night ..i cried like hell..
the next morning i got up mom again asked "Is evrything all right?" i said yes again.. iwent to the bathroom and cried for 3 hours there.....
i wanted 2 tell her ki mom ur son is a bloody looser he has lost it all..bt i didnt have d guts.. wenever i went close i saw the happy face of my parents who care for me so much.. i didn wanted to hurt their emotions and feelings!!
atlast i gathered courage and said Mom "Mera NIFt rank bahut kam hai"! and i cuddled her like anything she said dsoeb matter son jst look ahead in life... bt i didnt knew nything i cried d whole after noon in her lap..
ok too much of this sad story now... hey i got to knw wat frndz mean during this time.. my friends supportd me so much i am very grateful to them..they provided me solace really thanx a lot i owe a debt to you people..you people are so so lovely thanks god thankss
nywayss its quite late now ab the rest story i'll write later getcha sleep now
happy blogging
Ok lets make it a real Telephonic Converstaion..its fun that way...
Me-"Hello!"
Shuchi-"Hi Rupi!"
Me-"Hi yaar"
Shuchi--"Kahan hai tu abhi?"
Me-"Kuch nai..jst at a restuarnt with my parents"
Shuchi-"Fir toh tera Result baad Mein hi pata chalega"
Me-"What Result kiska? Nift ka Result aa gaya?"
Shuchi-Haan Abhi aaya hai
Me-"Tu online hai abhi...can u please check my result??"
Shuchi--"haan Bol"
Me--" Roll no. 442910170....Form no. 550616...jaldi bata"
Shuchi(after some time)---"yaar hang ho raha hai computer .."
Me- "yaar fir se check kar...Jaldi bata meri phat rahi hai"
Shuchi--"fir hang ho gaya yaar"
Me--"yaar agar nai hua hai..toh bata de ki nai hua tera"
Shuchi --- No Response (keyboard sound in d background)
Me--"Tera kyaa hua??"
Shuchi---"337 (shu dont kill me if d rank is wrong) aai hai"
Me--"yaar mazaak toh nai kar rai hai naa?? agar nai hua toh bata de nai hua"
Shuchi--rank is very low:( : ( : (
Me--Shit
shuchi--Sorry yaar
Me--Fir se dekh kahin galti toh nai hui
Shuchi--Sorry yaar likh ke aa raha hai rank is low aur tera naam"
Me--Pakka tu mazaak toh nai kar rahi??
Shuchi--Sorry yaar.sahi bol rahi hoon
Me--ok byee
Shuchi---byee Sorry yaar
Hey i went insane at that time.. iwas at a public place ..tears trickled down my eyes.. i didnt want to cry there... i thot shuchi might be playing a prank on me as she usually does.. how is it possible that i'm not even selected??... my dad offered me Cold Drink I said with a heavy heart "NO"..
I said mom dad u continue...i'm not feeling well.. i want to relax in the car..the ice cream i was eating seemed like made up of iron it was so hard 2 digest it..i was completely shattered..
I sat in the car but didnt cry,,, i saw a hydrogen balloon man inflating balloons.. i kept on watchinf and staring at him from my window...seeing the colours of the balloons a tear trickled my eye and reached my lips.... then came mom and dad...i wiped it off and occupied the window seat.. i was crying all through the way back home... i dont remember wat mom and dad wr talking at dat time...i was lost in myself...tears came running down... mom said --"u crying??" i said--"no mom i reckon sm insect entered my eye"....the car stopped in front of a temple mom said --"u want to come with me to the temple"....i was cursing god like hell i said NO..i didnt even look at the temple..i was jst so loathed with god... we were dere for 10 minutes and gosh i didn even look at d temple even once,....we reached home.. i went quickly to my room and chkd the result... i was hoping a miracle.. out came the result in red low rank...i switchd off the pc from the main power switch and went to sleep.. mom dad knew smthing was wrong bt i said i'm not feeling well.. i lay flat on my bed and i was like.. tearing my clothes and pulling my hair.. i cried like hell in front of god..i hit my head against the wall and banged the floor.. i threw my shoes here and there... i sulked under the quilt and cried the whole night..i imagined all the dreams dat i once dreamt of wont be comnig true..the nift campus i loved will not witness my presence any more.. i didnt sleep the whole night ..i cried like hell..
the next morning i got up mom again asked "Is evrything all right?" i said yes again.. iwent to the bathroom and cried for 3 hours there.....
i wanted 2 tell her ki mom ur son is a bloody looser he has lost it all..bt i didnt have d guts.. wenever i went close i saw the happy face of my parents who care for me so much.. i didn wanted to hurt their emotions and feelings!!
atlast i gathered courage and said Mom "Mera NIFt rank bahut kam hai"! and i cuddled her like anything she said dsoeb matter son jst look ahead in life... bt i didnt knew nything i cried d whole after noon in her lap..
ok too much of this sad story now... hey i got to knw wat frndz mean during this time.. my friends supportd me so much i am very grateful to them..they provided me solace really thanx a lot i owe a debt to you people..you people are so so lovely thanks god thankss
nywayss its quite late now ab the rest story i'll write later getcha sleep now
happy blogging
My days Of HardWork
Hey this Blog stuff is too good man! Its real fun! Kudos to the Gentleman who invented this (read gentelman.. i know it cant be a woman..they dont have so much brain you see!!)
I met Sanmit on Orkut..we both used to live in Jabalpur earlier but we didnt knew each other .. he was also Preapring for Nift (it pains a lot to type this word...but who cares let it jst piss off)
Sanmit was one heck of a kind hearted fella..we used 2 discuss a lot and had views on everything under the sun..he told me he;s also preparing for Law...
I met shuchi on yahoo..one day i got an IM "can u plzz add me?"... i thot it to be another glory hunting Muppet..u knw dose raunchy gals who crave for friendship!! (lolzz sorry shu not meant for ya.. u are toh Very Pious as ur name... ) I think i said a little too much :D i always do :)
I met Vish On 25th December (yippy i remember the date..it was christmas eve dat day).. we had a chat on yahoo... she seemed a studious bookworm man! one hell of a Bibliophile (incase u dont knw the meaning of this word,, Not My Problem!!)....
I met akriti on orkut in my Obnoxious community..she also seemed a very sweet girl... i even met vaibhav in the same community ... my 1st impression was "This Guy Is a Moron!!" (Sorry Vai bt i always do speak the truth ) bur wen through his posts i came to know dat he has cleard IIT (read Thrice its IIT ) i was like "Slap Yourself Rupansh"!
I met Akansha Aka akki Aka dii Aka Sis in sm conference on yahoo ....ohh yeah Conferences lolzz We used to have so much of fun u knw... it was one hell of a feast! ..we all used 2 come 2 discuss about studiess bt lolzzz we always used 2 discuss all real values minus STUDIES....
Akki initially thought i was a girl... (How can u ever Do that yaar??) ...she used to find me irritating initially (wats new in dat..ppl still find me like that) but now we share a healthy bond between us... Really Lord thank you for such good friends.. but what sort of justice is this ?? every girl seems to make me her brother lolzzzz i aint a brother - material :D
We used to discuss about movies....politics..PJ's....Sports(atleast i used to...vo baat alag thii ki no one used to listen)...and everything under the sun Except U Knw WAT!! (if u still dont knw ....God Save u ..ur such a dumbo)...
Ohhh Shit man The Topic was "My days of hardwork" and what did i turn up explaing ALL SHIT!!... i used to do a lot of hard work...read d whole dictonary...loved 2 do maths... and yeah buisness Domain... i was like an encyclopedia about Fashion :D.....i also practised a lot of sketching!!
I met Sanmit on Orkut..we both used to live in Jabalpur earlier but we didnt knew each other .. he was also Preapring for Nift (it pains a lot to type this word...but who cares let it jst piss off)
Sanmit was one heck of a kind hearted fella..we used 2 discuss a lot and had views on everything under the sun..he told me he;s also preparing for Law...
I met shuchi on yahoo..one day i got an IM "can u plzz add me?"... i thot it to be another glory hunting Muppet..u knw dose raunchy gals who crave for friendship!! (lolzz sorry shu not meant for ya.. u are toh Very Pious as ur name... ) I think i said a little too much :D i always do :)
I met Vish On 25th December (yippy i remember the date..it was christmas eve dat day).. we had a chat on yahoo... she seemed a studious bookworm man! one hell of a Bibliophile (incase u dont knw the meaning of this word,, Not My Problem!!)....
I met akriti on orkut in my Obnoxious community..she also seemed a very sweet girl... i even met vaibhav in the same community ... my 1st impression was "This Guy Is a Moron!!" (Sorry Vai bt i always do speak the truth ) bur wen through his posts i came to know dat he has cleard IIT (read Thrice its IIT ) i was like "Slap Yourself Rupansh"!
I met Akansha Aka akki Aka dii Aka Sis in sm conference on yahoo ....ohh yeah Conferences lolzz We used to have so much of fun u knw... it was one hell of a feast! ..we all used 2 come 2 discuss about studiess bt lolzzz we always used 2 discuss all real values minus STUDIES....
Akki initially thought i was a girl... (How can u ever Do that yaar??) ...she used to find me irritating initially (wats new in dat..ppl still find me like that) but now we share a healthy bond between us... Really Lord thank you for such good friends.. but what sort of justice is this ?? every girl seems to make me her brother lolzzzz i aint a brother - material :D
We used to discuss about movies....politics..PJ's....Sports(atleast i used to...vo baat alag thii ki no one used to listen)...and everything under the sun Except U Knw WAT!! (if u still dont knw ....God Save u ..ur such a dumbo)...
Ohhh Shit man The Topic was "My days of hardwork" and what did i turn up explaing ALL SHIT!!... i used to do a lot of hard work...read d whole dictonary...loved 2 do maths... and yeah buisness Domain... i was like an encyclopedia about Fashion :D.....i also practised a lot of sketching!!
Change Is Constant
Nift..well what to say about this four letter Ba***rd :D (do i sound vulgar?...even if i do its none of your buisness you see).. so i was talking bout Nift ...... i loved it more than anything folks.. i jst dreamt about being dere...d sense of imagining myself in nift gave me goosebumps and ants in my pants :D (not so poetic u see). It was like my Inner Soul mate... i just was totally smitten by it..
It all began when one day i was watching MTV... i saw sm novice designers of nift ..they had made garments from garbage materials..damn i thot these guys are f**king creative man...
I always had an urge to do something like this... i thought well why not give it a Try??
PS:- forgot to tell ya that i was in class 12th then and the month was .......hmmmmmm...... ( i don't have dat sharp memory u dumbo :D) nywayzz assume that to be July... btw the chick who was hosting the show was damn sexy man (oopss.. y do i always slip man.. this is so oafish ,, i cant even be Serious :(
Ok mike testing 1....2.....3 lemme continue... I told mom that I'll give this exam...mom told she knew a girl form nift and the girl was very prolific at sketching ..and u arent my Kid!
I said so what mom Impossible is Nothing (stole that ADidas tagline u see)... mom said Ok kid prepare for that but be serious... i said u lest be assured mom..
I Started Researching on NIFT.... i saw the Orkut Community of NIFT... the chicks who studied at nift were very hot btw (shit man chicks again Relp God..Oopssss Help God).. i saw sm of their albums and i was like "WOW" this is such Vanity... i want to do all this..
I enquired about he examination pattern and all...It wasnt the toughest exam under the globe but yeah o some extent u need d Basic skills to get through... i thot never mind rupansh.. Jst be a Go-getter.....
So my preparation kick started(I studied jst for 15 minutes on the 1st day lolzzzzzz ... did jst 5 synonyms...... ) dont laugh u moron look at urself :D (dont u think i'm too sarcastic)
Within 2 weeks i was completely transformed .my hours of toil gradually rose up... i loved 2 sketch and colour now.. i was jst in love with the colours...(assume the colors to be of female gender)....
All this preparation stuff sounds boring.everyone does the same thing..... lets do it filmy style u see ...."5 mahine baad" AFTER 5 MONTHS
the month was december i found great friends in Sanmit and Shuchi... during this time i also made a community on orkut (read i did the biggest mistake of my life)... i made d community on NIFT inwhich today sm bloody dum a**es are posting and sharing knowledge.its so nauseating to see all this ..i shld hav had deleted that mann...how can i be so dumb...:(
Ok now let those Twat scum bags post there i dont even care... (but i do )
It all began when one day i was watching MTV... i saw sm novice designers of nift ..they had made garments from garbage materials..damn i thot these guys are f**king creative man...
I always had an urge to do something like this... i thought well why not give it a Try??
PS:- forgot to tell ya that i was in class 12th then and the month was .......hmmmmmm...... ( i don't have dat sharp memory u dumbo :D) nywayzz assume that to be July... btw the chick who was hosting the show was damn sexy man (oopss.. y do i always slip man.. this is so oafish ,, i cant even be Serious :(
Ok mike testing 1....2.....3 lemme continue... I told mom that I'll give this exam...mom told she knew a girl form nift and the girl was very prolific at sketching ..and u arent my Kid!
I said so what mom Impossible is Nothing (stole that ADidas tagline u see)... mom said Ok kid prepare for that but be serious... i said u lest be assured mom..
I Started Researching on NIFT.... i saw the Orkut Community of NIFT... the chicks who studied at nift were very hot btw (shit man chicks again Relp God..Oopssss Help God).. i saw sm of their albums and i was like "WOW" this is such Vanity... i want to do all this..
I enquired about he examination pattern and all...It wasnt the toughest exam under the globe but yeah o some extent u need d Basic skills to get through... i thot never mind rupansh.. Jst be a Go-getter.....
So my preparation kick started(I studied jst for 15 minutes on the 1st day lolzzzzzz ... did jst 5 synonyms...... ) dont laugh u moron look at urself :D (dont u think i'm too sarcastic)
Within 2 weeks i was completely transformed .my hours of toil gradually rose up... i loved 2 sketch and colour now.. i was jst in love with the colours...(assume the colors to be of female gender)....
All this preparation stuff sounds boring.everyone does the same thing..... lets do it filmy style u see ...."5 mahine baad" AFTER 5 MONTHS
the month was december i found great friends in Sanmit and Shuchi... during this time i also made a community on orkut (read i did the biggest mistake of my life)... i made d community on NIFT inwhich today sm bloody dum a**es are posting and sharing knowledge.its so nauseating to see all this ..i shld hav had deleted that mann...how can i be so dumb...:(
Ok now let those Twat scum bags post there i dont even care... (but i do )
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